Just want to put this out there to those of you going thru something that MIGHT cripple you into believing that it will never get any better... several years ago the WORST thing ever!!!! happened to me & my family. I made a decision, loved someone blindly and SERIOUSLY took my family to the edge of DESTRUCTION because of it.. did this stop me from living? or trying to better the quality of life around me & my children? Did it stop me from believing in my GOD~ my Savior! the one that rescued me from the darkest time of our lives?! NO!!!! is my life much better now?! YES!!!! do I still have hope ?? YES!!!! Would I recognize a bad situation like that if it ever tried to happen again ? YES!!!!! It's up to US!!! God gives us FREE WILL for a reason because He wants US to be STRONG in HIM and have faith in Him and OURSELVES to LEARN!!!!!! from our mistakes and shortcomings in life and do EVERYTHING we can to fix it and RELY on God's help & blessings to accomplish it. Yes, I've been married 3 times.. Yes, I've been divorced 3 times.. YES I've been born again many times.. Yes, I've had ups / downs w/ my family, friends, and co-workers.. DOES THAT STOP ME FROM MOVING ON?! NO!!!!!!!! Life will hand us some of the crappiest things because Satan is trying to keep us from doing what God wants us to do.. I'm sorry Satan, but you've lost this battle NOW AND ALWAYS WILL!!!! Jesus died for me, shed blood & sacrificed Himself so YOU HAVE NO POWER OVER ME. So, if I have to suck it up, deal with it, accept it, and keep moving on.. SO BE IT! God's "got my 6" so I can hold my head up and keep looking forward to better days ahead when things don't go so poorly. THANK YOU JESUS!!!! You're my ROCK, my SWORD, and my SHIELD!!! AMEN!
~~Good things can't grow w/out a little fertilizer!!!!~~