I just can't believe it..
Ya know a lot has happened since my last blog..
Long story short - I met someone but you'll never guess what?! almost a YEAR to the DAY of him moving in w/ me.. HE LEFT ME. Imagine that?! He was away for a while & called me.. 10:30 pm and says.. "I think we should break up."
Really? You're really going to do this? um..
Well.. that was in July.. by Aug when he was back in town (a week 1/2 after the break up) I had his things packed and ready to roll..
I've been going back to church.. the church I had a vision I'd get married in. . back in Forest Hill w/ Pastor Butch Woolsey & a great crew of folks that I've known a long time .. and some that I've just met but feel at home around.
Kids are doing great. Daniel's a FRESHMAN! AHHHhhhhhh!!!!
Lily's in 8th grade.. *sigh* Both have adjusted fairly well to the break up & the "return to normalcy"..
There's a bit of a void there.. for me it was the feeling of hope.. hope for a life w/ someone to share things.. Hope that I'd never have to go to a funeral alone again.. or worse.. a wedding alone.. *sigh*
Oh well.. These things happen I guess.
I'm still pushing forward as always.. I'm stronger than I ever was & God knows the need.. He'll fill it if/when the time is right <3
****Here's a little something I wrote back in 2007 that fits perfectly****
"Out of the ashes.. from being burned.. rises
up a NEW life.. a NEW being.. like a forest fire.. it can be better than
what was before.. give it time, keep the Faith, hold the Truth in your
heart.. and you will see that you are stronger, wiser, and more equipped
for a better life. . one that you're meant to be living."
Love to you all --- Glad to be back :)
April W.